Happy or Sad?

Friday, August 27, 2004

haha sorry i haben finish mine story ..im still new to this whole new thing so..must give mi time to adapt lor..haha remember im a taurus so its will take quite a long time ba..hahaha..tomolo i gonna go to SGH SOC for attachment..so sian have to wake up 6.30 in the morning..and im still down here talking crap..haha and did i forget to mention something ..i hate to sleep lor...hahahahaha..haha by reading my story up to this point..u should be able to tell tt im actually quite happy today..or else mine comment on tt particular sad day will be really sad and ironic lor..haha but to tell the truth lar..haha..i had a bad sem las sem.. i pon so many lec and attachment days..i dun feel like studying..dun feel like talking to any1..that feeling is real bad..luckily i got mine xbox by mine side..( mine real friends will be able to tell tt ..i really love crapping lor...) and in the end mine result sux like hell..but this sem i tink im more happy lar.. go out more often with friends..willing to talk more..( i tink some of mine poly friends will realise tt). Im really grateful to some of mine poly friends who make mi feel this way ba..haha i tink u all noe whu u are..haha of cos in mine blog i wont state the name of any particular person...I hope to be able to go out more with mine friends lar..but because of mine sucky time schedule..i m alone and feel lonely most of the time lor..( i bet all mine poly friends understand this )..especially after the bad poject experience with mine partner. But now i have put all past behind mi and hope to complete this sem..successfully and smoothly lor. I only got 8 mths left before i have to undergo NS service..No amount of words will describe mine fear of NS lor..So i must really grab hold of any chance to go out with friends before it is too late lor..im really scared tt after mine graduation, there will be very few contact with mine poly friends and secondary sch friends..i understand the fact tt time can heal everything but yet pale everything..and since no friendship is everlasting..so u cant really blame mi for being so permisstic..haha..( i got a lot of bad friendship experience in mine sec sch)...SO now i will talk more about the process of making new friends during mine 2nd yr of polytechnic attachment despite being so anti-social. 1 of my friends even give mi a nickname ASAP..haha its not as soon as possible lor..its true meaning is Anti-social, Attitude problem...haha i find it so funny the 1st time i heard it..haha but it sorta fit mi lar..so i dun mind it at all.. i remember 1 friend of mine..ok lar i name tt person..Friend A lar..Last time, i still dont know A well and neber talk to A before..so 1 day we end up taking the same bus home lor..im a shy person lor..and hard to interact( before i get comfortable ..tink u all noe wat i mean) ..so we neber talk about anything..but at least this A still say bye bye to mi ..so i tink maybe A is shy too and waiting for mi to talk 1st.. so next time i promise myself if im in this type of situation again i will take the inituative to talk to A 1st lor..haha and finally 1 day god grant mi..the chance..and after talking to A 1st..i realise A is really quite easy to interact and juz tt las time A not comfortable with mi so..we neber start any conversation ..hahaha..now when we go out we still go home together and have quite a lot to talk..I write this out..because when i recall it i find it so funny and lame lor.. now i always ask myself..issit really hard to talk to ppls 1st and y i muz always wait for ppls to talk to mi 1st..haha maybe becos i'm scared tt that person is not interested in talking to mi..actually i have a very fragile heart lor..haha..i wil continue with another encounter maybe tomolo ba..haha..now kinda getting late..sorry ahh for those whu read until this point..haha i appreciate ur kindess in reading all the crap tt i wrote..haha..ok going to sleep now..hope that tomolo will be a happy day for mi.. .


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Zodiac Sign:Taurus

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Tis b|og be|ongz to YeowKheong or better known as Ah Kheong. He was born on the 25th of April 1985. Currently studying Biomedical Science in NP. dun |ike to fee| insecure bout situationz and hate loneliness. HE may seem complicated yet simple with happy-go-lucky attitude in |ife

* blog archieve

August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004

- Diana World
- YingHua's Paradise
- Sharon Home
- MingFen XiaoTianDI
- JiaQian Battlefield
- LiHua's WonderPage
- Adela memory page
- FIFI Homeland

* fave links

- www.nba.com
- www.teamxbox.com
- www.goggle.com

* Things i like

- playing pool
- Crapping with friends at the coffeebean
- Watching movie( Gross and scary 1 esp)
- Watching Romance show
- Playing mine xbox
- Food that are not too spicy
- Shopping( whu say guys dun like shopping)
- Touring around the world
- Watching nba
- Playing basketball
- Watching FearFactor

* Things or people i hate

- Hypocrite
- Materialistic Gal
- Guys who flirt too much)
- Cockroach
- Backstabber

* Favourite Game

-Ninga Gaiden(xbox)
-King Of Fighter series
-Any scary game(aka Resident Evil)
-ESPN NBA
-Any Cute Game(aka crash bandicoot..and sonic

* Favourite Singer

-Jay Chou
-Backstreet Boy
-Jolin
-S.H.E

* Taurus traits

-Patient and reliable
-Warmhearted and loving
-Persistent and determined
-Placid and security loving)

* Taurus Dark Side(Dun be afraid!)

-Jealous and possessive
-Resentful and inflexible
-Self-indulgent and greedy

* Things that Taurus like

-Stability
-Being Attracted
-Things Natural
-Time to Ponder
-Comfort and Pleasure

* Things that Taurus deslike

-Disruption
-Being pushed too hard
-Synthetic or "man made" things
-Being rushed
-Being indoors

* More things about Taurus

-The color of choice for Taurus is PINK
-Taurus Starstone is the EMERALD

* About Taurus

-The Taurean's characteristics are solidity, practicality, extreme determination and strength of will - no one will ever drive them, but they will willingly and loyally follow a leader they trust. They are stable, balanced, conservative good, law-abiding citizens and lovers of peace, possessing all the best qualities of the bourgeoisie. As they have a sense of material values and physical possessions, respect for property and a horror of falling into debt, they will do everything in their power to maintain the security of the status quo and be somewhat hostile to change. Mentally, they are keen-witted and practical more often than intellectual, but apt to become fixed in their opinions through their preference for following accepted and reliable patterns of experience. Their character is generally dependable, steadfast, prudent, just, firm and unshaken in the face of difficulties. Their vices arise from their virtues, going to extremes on occasion,such as sometimes being too slavish to the conventions they admire. On rare occasions a Taurean may be obstinately and exasperatingly self-righteous, unoriginal, rigid, ultraconservative, argumentative, querulous bores, stuck in a self-centered rut. They may develop a brooding resentment through nursing a series of injuries received and, whether their characters are positive or negative, they need someone to stroke their egos with a frequent, "Well Done!" Most Taureans are not this extreme though. They are faithful and generous friends with a great capacity for affection, but rarely make friends with anyone outside their social rank, to which they are ordinarily excessively faithful. In the main, they are gentle, even tempered, good natured, modest and slow to anger, disliking quarreling and avoiding ill-feeling. If they are provoked, however, they can explode into violent outbursts of ferocious anger in which they seem to lose all self-control. Equally unexpected are their occasional sallies into humor and exhibitions of fun. Although their physical appearance may belie it, they have a strong aesthetic taste, enjoying art, for which they may have a talent, beauty (recoiling from anything sordid or ugly) and music. They may have a strong, sometimes unconventional, religious faith. Allied to their taste for all things beautiful is a love for the good things of life pleasure, comfort, luxury and good food and wine and they may have to resist the temptation to over indulgence, leading to drunkenness, gross sensuality, and covetousness. In their work, Taureans are industrious and good craftspeople, and are not afraid of getting their hands dirty. They are reliable, practical, methodical and ambitious, within a framework of obedience to superiors. They are at their best in routine positions of trust and responsibility, where there is little need of urgency and even less risk of change, and a pension at the end. Yet they are creative and good founders of enterprises where the rewards of their productiveness come from their own work and not that of others. They can flourish in many different trades and professions: banking, architecture, building, almost any form of bureaucracy, auctioneering, farming, medicine, chemistry, industry Taureans make good managers and foremen surveying, insurance, education and, perhaps surprisingly, music and sculpture. They make an ideal trustee or guardian, and can attain eminence as a chef. Some Taureans are gifted enough in singing to become opera stars or to excel in more popular types of music. They are more than averagely amorous and sensually self-conscious, but sexually straightforward and not given to experiment. They make constant, faithful, home loving spouses and thoughtful, kindly parents, demanding too much of neither their spouses nor children. They can be over possessive and may sometimes play the game of engineering family roles for the pleasure of making up the quarrel. If anyone offends their amour proper they can be a determined enemy, though magnanimous in forgiveness if their opponent makes an effort to meet them halfway. No other sign in the zodiac is closer to earth then Taurus. The main objective in leading a Taurean life is primarily (though not entirely) to maintain stability and physical concerns. Your inner spiritual sense longs for earthly harmony and wholesomeness. When you fully understand this, and work toward this end, you will no longer need to blindly reassure yourself with external possessions and comforts. A realization that finding this inner peace will cause all of the above mentioned positive things will overtake you and your life will be very full. Ultimately the Taurean needs to discover their truest, deepest and highest values. When they know what is truly valuable, they are no longer chained to people and to things that have to do with lesser values. The greatest indication of value to a Taurean is beauty, which cannot be owned, only appreciated.
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