Happy or Sad?

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

Lately dun noe out of the blue..im feeling so sad....haiz..yesterday went back to

sch....didnt manage to come to the morning class becos i was sick but i still

manage to get well enuff for the noon lesson........when i saw mine friends i

suddenly realise..im like nothing much to talk to them..they also nothing much to

talk to mi..i also like no mood to talk..this is definitely not the true mi..im

actually a person who like to talk and crap with friends..but yesterday i m like

different world from mine classmate..and there seem to be some sort of "gap"

between mi and them...........or maybe i shld revert back to las sem "me"..las sem

"me" always pon lesson and stay at home to play games..erm maybe u all tink

tt ..like tt confirm very boring..since i didnt maintain much contact with

classmates and always stay at home..but tt time i tink i dun have so much FAN

NAO.........and quite enjoy the my stay at home as i immersed myself in the games

tt i play..and shows i watch but at times i still felt tt i need some1 to talk to..but i

still manage to cope being by myself only..but this sem..although now i maintain

alot of contact with mine classmate and mine sec sch mates..i still felt something

lacking..im not sure wat issit..but i can say lar im definitely happier in this sem

than las sem..but now...maybe becos im at attachment alone most of the time..and

once im left alone hor..i will be like revert back to the shy shy..quiet..nothing to

talk much person..and it will certainly took mi a long while for mi to beome

comfortable and talk alot..and i had the bad feeling tt..some1 in class dun wan to

talk to mi..tink i offend quite alot of ppls..that's juz mine instinct..but i really had

the strong feeling..hope all these negative feelling will disappear after

exams..sorry lar to write so many sad things again..but my life is juz like

this .................


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Zodiac Sign:Taurus

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* fave links

- www.nba.com
- www.teamxbox.com
- www.goggle.com

* Things i like

- playing pool
- Crapping with friends at the coffeebean
- Watching movie( Gross and scary 1 esp)
- Watching Romance show
- Playing mine xbox
- Food that are not too spicy
- Shopping( whu say guys dun like shopping)
- Touring around the world
- Watching nba
- Playing basketball
- Watching FearFactor

* Things or people i hate

- Hypocrite
- Materialistic Gal
- Guys who flirt too much)
- Cockroach
- Backstabber

* Favourite Game

-Ninga Gaiden(xbox)
-King Of Fighter series
-Any scary game(aka Resident Evil)
-ESPN NBA
-Any Cute Game(aka crash bandicoot..and sonic

* Favourite Singer

-Jay Chou
-Backstreet Boy
-Jolin
-S.H.E

* Taurus traits

-Patient and reliable
-Warmhearted and loving
-Persistent and determined
-Placid and security loving)

* Taurus Dark Side(Dun be afraid!)

-Jealous and possessive
-Resentful and inflexible
-Self-indulgent and greedy

* Things that Taurus like

-Stability
-Being Attracted
-Things Natural
-Time to Ponder
-Comfort and Pleasure

* Things that Taurus deslike

-Disruption
-Being pushed too hard
-Synthetic or "man made" things
-Being rushed
-Being indoors

* More things about Taurus

-The color of choice for Taurus is PINK
-Taurus Starstone is the EMERALD

* About Taurus

-The Taurean's characteristics are solidity, practicality, extreme determination and strength of will - no one will ever drive them, but they will willingly and loyally follow a leader they trust. They are stable, balanced, conservative good, law-abiding citizens and lovers of peace, possessing all the best qualities of the bourgeoisie. As they have a sense of material values and physical possessions, respect for property and a horror of falling into debt, they will do everything in their power to maintain the security of the status quo and be somewhat hostile to change. Mentally, they are keen-witted and practical more often than intellectual, but apt to become fixed in their opinions through their preference for following accepted and reliable patterns of experience. Their character is generally dependable, steadfast, prudent, just, firm and unshaken in the face of difficulties. Their vices arise from their virtues, going to extremes on occasion,such as sometimes being too slavish to the conventions they admire. On rare occasions a Taurean may be obstinately and exasperatingly self-righteous, unoriginal, rigid, ultraconservative, argumentative, querulous bores, stuck in a self-centered rut. They may develop a brooding resentment through nursing a series of injuries received and, whether their characters are positive or negative, they need someone to stroke their egos with a frequent, "Well Done!" Most Taureans are not this extreme though. They are faithful and generous friends with a great capacity for affection, but rarely make friends with anyone outside their social rank, to which they are ordinarily excessively faithful. In the main, they are gentle, even tempered, good natured, modest and slow to anger, disliking quarreling and avoiding ill-feeling. If they are provoked, however, they can explode into violent outbursts of ferocious anger in which they seem to lose all self-control. Equally unexpected are their occasional sallies into humor and exhibitions of fun. Although their physical appearance may belie it, they have a strong aesthetic taste, enjoying art, for which they may have a talent, beauty (recoiling from anything sordid or ugly) and music. They may have a strong, sometimes unconventional, religious faith. Allied to their taste for all things beautiful is a love for the good things of life pleasure, comfort, luxury and good food and wine and they may have to resist the temptation to over indulgence, leading to drunkenness, gross sensuality, and covetousness. In their work, Taureans are industrious and good craftspeople, and are not afraid of getting their hands dirty. They are reliable, practical, methodical and ambitious, within a framework of obedience to superiors. They are at their best in routine positions of trust and responsibility, where there is little need of urgency and even less risk of change, and a pension at the end. Yet they are creative and good founders of enterprises where the rewards of their productiveness come from their own work and not that of others. They can flourish in many different trades and professions: banking, architecture, building, almost any form of bureaucracy, auctioneering, farming, medicine, chemistry, industry Taureans make good managers and foremen surveying, insurance, education and, perhaps surprisingly, music and sculpture. They make an ideal trustee or guardian, and can attain eminence as a chef. Some Taureans are gifted enough in singing to become opera stars or to excel in more popular types of music. They are more than averagely amorous and sensually self-conscious, but sexually straightforward and not given to experiment. They make constant, faithful, home loving spouses and thoughtful, kindly parents, demanding too much of neither their spouses nor children. They can be over possessive and may sometimes play the game of engineering family roles for the pleasure of making up the quarrel. If anyone offends their amour proper they can be a determined enemy, though magnanimous in forgiveness if their opponent makes an effort to meet them halfway. No other sign in the zodiac is closer to earth then Taurus. The main objective in leading a Taurean life is primarily (though not entirely) to maintain stability and physical concerns. Your inner spiritual sense longs for earthly harmony and wholesomeness. When you fully understand this, and work toward this end, you will no longer need to blindly reassure yourself with external possessions and comforts. A realization that finding this inner peace will cause all of the above mentioned positive things will overtake you and your life will be very full. Ultimately the Taurean needs to discover their truest, deepest and highest values. When they know what is truly valuable, they are no longer chained to people and to things that have to do with lesser values. The greatest indication of value to a Taurean is beauty, which cannot be owned, only appreciated.
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