Happy or Sad?

Monday, October 25, 2004

Yoz so long time dun have the time to blog..haha sorry lar las few week had been

hell for mi...due to the exam ba....i only got 1 day to study for each module..and

each module so damned hardcore..really scared i will fail le............haiz lately i

have been staying at home..to explore my new phone....very fun le much better

than mine previous samsung v200..nice to c..but so boring ..no function 1..mine

present phone can listen to music..play java game..WATCH MTV (IM not

jking!).........take video cam...can even surf the net..but very expensive and time

consuming..u c lor..countless function..really worth every penny..but now i tink of

another sad thing...my FYP..i really very pissed lor..i hate my partner ..she sux big

time man..got alot of underlying reason ahh.............really le 1st time i really go

and hate ppls lor..becos in the pas i always thought making 1 more friend is much

better than making 1 more enemy..ya but this time i really cannot tahan le..she

really pissed the hell out of mi..although in front of her i act like heck care..but i

dun treat her as enemy but rather i ..will bochap her lor..dun noe wat have i

done to deserve all these!!!!!!!!!............i noe i pon alot of lesson and attachment

las sem...and she pon alot in the las previous sem..this doesnt give any reason for

us to be together.....so..a bad project topic plus worst partner in the world=im

fucked up!........................hey at least when exam time nearing..i will go study 1 le

and make sure dun fail any module..but she le...seriously i really feel insulted

doing with her man.................she always whine to the lecturer asking for more

time to do proj..so is she the only 1 who have to hand in...NONO! so she shld SHUT

THE FUCK UP............wat if she adopt..this attitude in our FYP!!!!!...whoa i tink

she already show some attitude already..do anything dun let mi noe..until las

min..she no time..or find it difficult to do becos too much..also neber take

initative to ask mi to do..hey it not like i waiting for her to ask mi to do..i ask her

everytime on how she is progressing..so tt the later part i can take over..everytime

she say neber finished..im the type who trust in mine partner and dun pressurise

them..even though she had a bad record las sem..but since some1 say she changed

for the better i believed in..it ..so this is the result i get...i REALLY learn mine

lesson ! so now i have to do everything myself..sometime i wonder..got partner

like dun have ..lor..haiz..this holiday is supposed to be a las memorable holiday

for mi...but now have to spend time..to do proj..i really blame myself......alot! y am

i so stupid?




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Zodiac Sign:Taurus

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* blog archieve

August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004

- Diana World
- YingHua's Paradise
- Sharon Home
- MingFen XiaoTianDI
- JiaQian Battlefield
- LiHua's WonderPage
- Adela memory page
- FIFI Homeland

* fave links

- www.nba.com
- www.teamxbox.com
- www.goggle.com

* Things i like

- playing pool
- Crapping with friends at the coffeebean
- Watching movie( Gross and scary 1 esp)
- Watching Romance show
- Playing mine xbox
- Food that are not too spicy
- Shopping( whu say guys dun like shopping)
- Touring around the world
- Watching nba
- Playing basketball
- Watching FearFactor

* Things or people i hate

- Hypocrite
- Materialistic Gal
- Guys who flirt too much)
- Cockroach
- Backstabber

* Favourite Game

-Ninga Gaiden(xbox)
-King Of Fighter series
-Any scary game(aka Resident Evil)
-ESPN NBA
-Any Cute Game(aka crash bandicoot..and sonic

* Favourite Singer

-Jay Chou
-Backstreet Boy
-Jolin
-S.H.E

* Taurus traits

-Patient and reliable
-Warmhearted and loving
-Persistent and determined
-Placid and security loving)

* Taurus Dark Side(Dun be afraid!)

-Jealous and possessive
-Resentful and inflexible
-Self-indulgent and greedy

* Things that Taurus like

-Stability
-Being Attracted
-Things Natural
-Time to Ponder
-Comfort and Pleasure

* Things that Taurus deslike

-Disruption
-Being pushed too hard
-Synthetic or "man made" things
-Being rushed
-Being indoors

* More things about Taurus

-The color of choice for Taurus is PINK
-Taurus Starstone is the EMERALD

* About Taurus

-The Taurean's characteristics are solidity, practicality, extreme determination and strength of will - no one will ever drive them, but they will willingly and loyally follow a leader they trust. They are stable, balanced, conservative good, law-abiding citizens and lovers of peace, possessing all the best qualities of the bourgeoisie. As they have a sense of material values and physical possessions, respect for property and a horror of falling into debt, they will do everything in their power to maintain the security of the status quo and be somewhat hostile to change. Mentally, they are keen-witted and practical more often than intellectual, but apt to become fixed in their opinions through their preference for following accepted and reliable patterns of experience. Their character is generally dependable, steadfast, prudent, just, firm and unshaken in the face of difficulties. Their vices arise from their virtues, going to extremes on occasion,such as sometimes being too slavish to the conventions they admire. On rare occasions a Taurean may be obstinately and exasperatingly self-righteous, unoriginal, rigid, ultraconservative, argumentative, querulous bores, stuck in a self-centered rut. They may develop a brooding resentment through nursing a series of injuries received and, whether their characters are positive or negative, they need someone to stroke their egos with a frequent, "Well Done!" Most Taureans are not this extreme though. They are faithful and generous friends with a great capacity for affection, but rarely make friends with anyone outside their social rank, to which they are ordinarily excessively faithful. In the main, they are gentle, even tempered, good natured, modest and slow to anger, disliking quarreling and avoiding ill-feeling. If they are provoked, however, they can explode into violent outbursts of ferocious anger in which they seem to lose all self-control. Equally unexpected are their occasional sallies into humor and exhibitions of fun. Although their physical appearance may belie it, they have a strong aesthetic taste, enjoying art, for which they may have a talent, beauty (recoiling from anything sordid or ugly) and music. They may have a strong, sometimes unconventional, religious faith. Allied to their taste for all things beautiful is a love for the good things of life pleasure, comfort, luxury and good food and wine and they may have to resist the temptation to over indulgence, leading to drunkenness, gross sensuality, and covetousness. In their work, Taureans are industrious and good craftspeople, and are not afraid of getting their hands dirty. They are reliable, practical, methodical and ambitious, within a framework of obedience to superiors. They are at their best in routine positions of trust and responsibility, where there is little need of urgency and even less risk of change, and a pension at the end. Yet they are creative and good founders of enterprises where the rewards of their productiveness come from their own work and not that of others. They can flourish in many different trades and professions: banking, architecture, building, almost any form of bureaucracy, auctioneering, farming, medicine, chemistry, industry Taureans make good managers and foremen surveying, insurance, education and, perhaps surprisingly, music and sculpture. They make an ideal trustee or guardian, and can attain eminence as a chef. Some Taureans are gifted enough in singing to become opera stars or to excel in more popular types of music. They are more than averagely amorous and sensually self-conscious, but sexually straightforward and not given to experiment. They make constant, faithful, home loving spouses and thoughtful, kindly parents, demanding too much of neither their spouses nor children. They can be over possessive and may sometimes play the game of engineering family roles for the pleasure of making up the quarrel. If anyone offends their amour proper they can be a determined enemy, though magnanimous in forgiveness if their opponent makes an effort to meet them halfway. No other sign in the zodiac is closer to earth then Taurus. The main objective in leading a Taurean life is primarily (though not entirely) to maintain stability and physical concerns. Your inner spiritual sense longs for earthly harmony and wholesomeness. When you fully understand this, and work toward this end, you will no longer need to blindly reassure yourself with external possessions and comforts. A realization that finding this inner peace will cause all of the above mentioned positive things will overtake you and your life will be very full. Ultimately the Taurean needs to discover their truest, deepest and highest values. When they know what is truly valuable, they are no longer chained to people and to things that have to do with lesser values. The greatest indication of value to a Taurean is beauty, which cannot be owned, only appreciated.
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